3rd Sem...

Wow.. so fast, tomolo is my first day of 3rd Sem..
Wonder what changes will be in my class..
I'm happy after i saw my new timetable..
I can go bek at 2 everyday, except for monday lar..
Can go home and be my pig.. Haaa..
But i know this sem gonna be very tough for me la..
A2 wor.. so hard ar.. My bro still asked me aim for 4 As wor..
I got 3As also very satisfied edi la..
Nvm la.. Just work harder..


Recently, i had a feeling.. Feeling of desperate for love..
Haha.. Duno y.. May be i feel lonely gua..
But i will wait la.. Wait for my angel to cum to me.. Hee..
I started miss all my friends...
Cant alwis meet them jor.. All also got own studies to busy with.. N me too..
Wish everyone all the best lu..
New day, New life...
Gambateh!

Holiday and ipoh again..

Yeah.. I'm bek to ipoh!
Today went out with old friends..
Ha. They said me sot jor..
Coz i talk a lot of nonsense today.. Ha.
Actually is i feel so happy can be with frens again.
Then i shouted a lot in k box.
Release all unhappy things..
I guess i can pass through this critical period..
Move on to a higher level.
Ha.. Who am i?



I AM LENG ZAI......
vomit... haha..

Heart's broken......

I'm SAD.....

I wondered what mistakes i had done that made u treated me this way....

Am I really that bad?

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I'm hurt........

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My tears r dropping

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Incessantly

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But

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I still miss u.....

Prom Night...

It's 2.40 a.m. now.
Was bek home after prom.
I can't sleep coz later 4 a.m. nid to fetch my mum to central.
I'm tired and hungry..
The prom?
A bit disappointing to me, i went there at 5.20 and it start at 8.
I eat little coz of the stupid prom king n queen challenges.
I tot of talent performances or something, and it just end up with catwalk and push up with a girl sitting on top..
Wat kind of challenges is tat huh?
But luckily, there was still one thing that makes me happy n excited.
That's her! Ya, she is really pretty and attractive tonight..
I can't deny that i really had a strong feeling towards her..
She had won the prom queen title in my heart..
She may not agree with me, and tells me that i was wrong..
Ya, i may be wrong, but that feeling cannot lies..
I fantasize on her, which is not gud, and i fully understand that the outcome will never be positive. It's alwis one sided...
But... But... But... There are still a lot of "But" in my heart..
Haih... Wat to do? Gonna miss her for 2 weeks..

Do u guys know who is she?
Huhu... That's my secret.

Still got one more hour to go.. Arghh.. Hope i can back home safely later..
Pray pray pray...
Hungry hungry hungry...

Last paper... Sick jor ar!!

Today was my last paper. Econ 1..
When i woke up, i felt something wrong with my body, and i know i'm gonna fall sick.
Then i quickly drank soluble vitamin C.
11 o'clock, i drive to college, drive really slow, can see all the car passing by me...
Then another frustrating thing came, no parking.. Argghh.. This time really mad, so i parked far far away from my campus. Then i walked there.. Got sweat a little, feeling better.
But after that, i went to library, hot to cold again, then head spinning lo, cant study. And feel the fever edi.
Be4 going to the exam class, sat at the staircase there listened to my frens they said go where n go where to celebrate after the paper.
I suddenly feel very down, duno wat the reasons, and i'm sick.
Deep inside me, i reli hope can celebrate with frens, but i guess no ppl want to celebrate with me.
Then after the paper, i walked alone to casamia eat spagetti, since i tak boleh eat rice, so eat spagetti lu and bought some bread for dinner.
Then walked far far again to get my car.
I suddenly rmb nid to help y.leng buy the hp cover, then i drove to carrefour there and parked at a illegal parking space and run inside to buy the hp cover, thanks to her, i'm sweating again. Ha.
Then, drove home lu. Feeling down... eat panadol and sleep...
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Tagged by leng Piang..

1.Do you have any secrets?
of coz.

2.Have you tried not eating anything for few days?
nope.

3.Do you enjoy going school?
I guess so..

4.Coffee or more coffee?
Coffee

5.Laughter or forever smile?
Laughter

6.Who is more important?Lover or best friends?
Lover of coz..

7.The person u like is already attached,what will you do?
One word, sad.

8.What made you smile today?
Didnt really smile today.

9.Angelic or Devilish?
Angelic..

10.How Could you see yourself in 10 years time?
Becum more handsome..

11.Who are currently most important people to you?
Myself..

12.What is the most important thing in life?
Love.

13.Are you single or attached?
Single.

14.What is your favourite colour?
White

15.What is your wish?
World peace..

16.Have you ever wondered what would happen afterlife?
Becum ghost.

17.Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
Depends..

18.Which do you prefer?Spending time with family or being close with people who understand you?
Being close with people who understand me.

19.What is your biggest regret in my life?
Didnt study well for spm.

20.5 ppl you are tagging?
-apple
-bubbles
-tuck
-ye mei
-anyone

Ipoh...

Yeah, another busy happy trip at ipoh.

6 of june:

Going bek ipoh with fiona by bus.

She made me really nervous as i tot she gonna be late and miss the bus, luckily she made it in time..

Reached ipoh, then piang fetch me to jj, and they sang k, and i joined them also.

Then, she fetch me bek to my nanny house.

7 of june:

Woke up early in the morning coz wan to play badminton, i'm the first to arrive and i sat there study econ. wow, so hardworking. haha.

Then we played and played, and had lunch in a vegetarian restaurant. food not bad.

Piang fetch me home again. Ha, no wonder got ppl asked r we dating. No choice lo, i cant drive ma.. must thanks her to be my driver for two days la.. and she so lek lui didnt got lost. Haha.

8 of june:

Today is another special day, i belanja bubbles and blossom drank starbucks. Haha. Bubbles first time drink, she said so sweet wor, she meant the drinks la. Haha. And blossom that 1 lagi sweet, caramel. Then i gave my first time to them, that is to watch malay movie in the cinema. At first, they tot is a ghost movie, ha, but it turned out to be funny movie pulak. Haha. As expected from malaysia standard. Then bubbles fetch me go haircut oh.. Finally can sit her car di, still ok ok la, for a beginner. haha.

after haircut, joined another group in parade. Then bek home.

9 of june:

Bek KL lu.. Miss ipoh. hope to go back soon.

Before...

After....
Leng zai leh.. Kaka...

Tired, Happy, Shock, Pain..

Today is my econ paper 2, it's quite ok, still able to answer all..
Hee.. After finished exam, we are planning to go to sunway, and i'm so happy when nana said she is going also..
Then then, me, kc n claire follow su's car lo, since that fat yu jin said got operation to do.
Ha. Then something unexpected happen, as su didnt drive to sunway be4, then i sit in front and guided her. Then when we almost approached the bridge to go up the car park, i ask her to give signal and keep right, but then she too soft and cant cut in. The bridge is approaching and she still can't cut to her right. There are those red small poles to separate the road then she knocked on it, OMG! Claire was screaming.. I was shocked too!! I tot those poles is hard. and thank god! It's soft punya. Haha.. Luckily...
I guess is because a leng zai sitting beside her and giving her a lot of stress..
Haha...
Then we reached sunway pyramid di..
We planned to watch movie, but there is no movie to watch plus the two main ppl havent reached yet, as we were planning on there farewell.
But at last, we ended up in eating japanese food without them.
"Zanmai" the japanese restaurant name, the food not bad and price is reasonable also.
10ppl only eat for RM200 only.
I was quite sleepy when waiting for the food as i didnt sleep well for the whole night. Kip on dreaming.
After lunch, kc them wenr bek, left me, nana, michelle and candice.
They wanted to buy high heel shoes..
Then we walk and walk, almost go in for every shop that has shoes. We walk for 2 and half hours, and they finally got it, as to me, i'm still empty hand yet.
So they went bek also, left me alone in sunway as my mum not free to pick me up yet.
Then i shop alone lu.. Then i went in one shop, called 'smart master' sell all men clothes. Then i picked and tried and picked and tried, for an hour..
And i bought 1 long sleeve shirt.. Haha.. quite expensive, it's RM109.90. wow.
And my leg that time was almost broken..
Finally my mum called me and i finally can go home!! Haha..
Now i cant moved edi, my leg too pain, shouldnt wear so heavy pant today..
Tomolo going bek to ipoh lu, gonna busy again.. Ha!!

Choices...

Choices...
Life is full of choices..
May be u wont realised, we are making a lot choices everyday.
But they are categorised as important and not so important.
Important choices will greatly affect our life.
Making wrong choices will always lead to disatisfaction, self-blaming, regret and depressed.
However, how can we make sure that we always make the right choice?
Ya, it's really hard.
Most of the people will first come to compare the cost and benefit be4 making a choice.
Then they will ask opinion and advice of others..
Those can be considered as rational and logical people.
But they will feel more disappointed if things doesn't go according what they are expected.
This is also a reason why ppl are getting more stress nowadays.


And to me.. Becoz of all those sad feelings i had be4, I have learnt to choose by following my heart...
Now I dun mind taking greater risk or cost, as long as my heart feels good about it, i will not hesitate go for it. Even the choices i had made is a wrong 1, i wont regret about it, becoz i know that's life.
Of coz, if others give me advice, i will still listen. But i will still follow what my heart want.
It's really hard to explain the choice is right or wrong, It may be a right choice for u but a wrong choice for him.
The wrong choice u had made may bring even more good outcome for u in the future.
There are a lot of things are unexplained in this world.
What we can do is believed in our destiny and believed in ourselves.
And do what u feel happy about it, as long as it won't hurts others, then it will be alright.

Life, is still full of choices,
Follow yr heart.. Listen to yr heart content..
And u will enjoy life better.