Tagged By Apple..

Friday, May 29, 2009

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheek.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Feel like wanna pee.

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Cant remember.

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Yes.

5. Will you ever donate blood?Won't ? Will ?
Yes, if necessary.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes, i guess i have.

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Never think of this before.

8. What does your last text message say?
Take care.

9. What are you thinking right now?
Accounting paper1

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Yes, i do.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
2 something a.m.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
No idea, dad bought it for me.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
I guess so. my family and my friends.

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Fiona.

Ten Lucky Person to do this quiz:
1.bubbles
2. apple
3. leng piang
4. duck duck
5. nana
6. nee jie jie
7. buttercup
8. bum bum
9. michelle
10. fiona

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
She is still single i guess..

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
They always get together and love each other. Haha. coz they are best friends.

18. What is no.1 studying about?
FORM6 in sam tet (2009)

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Forgot.

20. Is no.4 single?
Yea, i think so..

21. Say something about no.2?
She luks like a kampung girl, quite noisy sometimes. But she is very cute due to her personality and appearance. haha. And i like to bully her, duno why.

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
Tak boleh, both also is a girl

23. Describe no.9?
She is my classmate also is my student, coz she is the one that i taught the most. Haha. luks like little girl and dun wear skirt.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
Be their judge. Haha.

25. Do you like no.8?
Yea, although she always called me gap lui wong and ben han.

Exam Anxiety..

Monday, May 25, 2009

Yesterday, i lost to my accounting paper again..
haiz.. Be4 going into exam hall, i'm damn confident.
When starting on question 1, it's kinda simple too..
Then Ques 2, when i saw provision and doubtful debt, and stock valuation.. shit..
I stuck at there for 5 minutes and decided to start on ques 3. Luckily, it's not tat hard.
Then come bek to ques 2, because of my anxious of the time left, i cant even think properly.
I lost to my nervous again. Haiz..
I guess the probabibilty to get A for accounting is really very very low now..
I'm damn depressed and sad.
I know i can do it, just.. haiz.. stupid me.
Feel like giving up on study at the moment.
But i know i cant, and i dun have choice, i have to continue.
Just convince myself that i had tried my best and no regret even i get a B.
Tomolo Maths 6, please.. Dun hurt me again.. I'm really fragile...

Psychology 2..

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Today is psychology paper 2..
It supposed to be a simple paper to me..
But there is still a lot of uncertainty in me..
I wrote a lot, as usual.
After finished writing, i looked at my paper, satisfied with the amount of words, but i was not sure what i wrote is correct or wrong.
I'm not as confident as be4.
But i kept convincing myself that i had tried my best and no regrets for it..
Hopefully, it will get an A and i will be really happy...
Next monday, account paper 2... Here i come!

Moody...

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Ya, again.. Sad title..
I'm moody now..
After Thinking skill paper 2, i completely fall into depress mode.
I keep on blaming myself.. Y am i so stupid? I guess my A or B for thinking skill flew away edi.
I knew it.. Haiz.. Even though thinking skill is not inside my target for A, but i still feel very disappointed.
I duno what i was writing for the whole paper. I was blur...
Haih..
I'm demotivated now. Just hope someone at this time will motivate me and push me in order keep going.
Again, all kind of sad feeling mixed together again..
Haih..
Friday Psychology 1... No mood to study.. How?
Just wait and die lo!

Movie... Alone..

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Today duno y.. Feel like going to a movie alone. Since i long long time havent gone for a movie jor..
Then i woke up at 9 since last night very late sleep, then didnt bath, just washed face and changed clothe then headed to pyramid.
I reached there at ten and found parking easily.
Then i bought the X men ticket, 11.20. Still got time, then i go and eat hotdog.
Duno y that's becum my favourite food. Then i sat alone there, enjoying my coney hotdog. Yummy yummy.
Then i saw someone passed by, it's a ns friend. he is tgt with his gf, i guess he had forgotten me, so i also didnt go kacau him.
After that, movie time... The movie is so nice. Like action movie so much.
So hope that i'm a mutant also. Haha, have spiritual power. Then no nid exam anymore.
Haha.. Then after movie, i planned to buy a cake for my mum. Then i went to bread story and picked a tiramisu cake. Its 60 bucks, wa, so expensive. But nvm la. Mother's day ma. Then i bought it. After that.. Back home...
It's the third time i watch movie alone.
I still remembered the first time is my 1st broke with me then i go watch stupid movie, scary movie 4.
Then the second time is let others put aeroplane, but i hardly rmb wat's that movie.
And today is the third time, I duno what mood makes me go for movie alone again.
Izit because i really hope to see that movie? Or some other reasons as well? I really duno.
But at least i know, i'm feeling better now......
Time to concentrate on AS exam... Here i come...

Stupid "Feeling"..

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Yesterday i slept at seven o'clock. Tot can wake up at 8 but eventually woke up at 6. Yes, 11 hours. Therefore, i had wasted whole night. I duno wat makes me so tired. Is my mind tired? Or my body is tired? I guess is my mind tired of fighting with this 'feeling'.
This 'feeling' existed since long ago. But it was not so severe. Recently, this stupid 'feeling' becoming stronger and stronger, it even affects my everyday work and i reli cant resist it.
After this 'feeling' attacked me, i will end up with depression for the whole day. It came to a stage that i nid to use cold bath to suppress this feelings.
That day i let go everything that kept in my heart, i tot it will help me to get better, but it was not.
I'm getting even worst. I shouldn't let it out, should just locked it up in my heart as long as possible.
I realized that we are not possible, but i really duno why my heart is pulling towards u.
I know even my heart did that, he will never reach its destination. It is just like the N pole and S pole, when ever 1 side try so hard to get closer to the another, it eventually ended up in repelling.
To be frank, I'm really scared that i will become smaller and smaller in yr eyesight.
Sometime i just wished to jump down from the building so that everything can be solved.
I was always saying i dun expect anything from u.. That is the bigger lies i had said.
You had become irresistible to me. I prayed everynight that i will dream u.
As that the only possibility to get tgt with u..
Argghhh.. Exam is just around the corner.. Y am i still acting like this..
Stupid low mun han. I hate U!!! Slap u slap u.. Slap until u wake up from yr stupid dream...
Useless me.. Haih...
God, pls save this guy...

2 of May..

Sunday, May 3, 2009

This day is a special day.. Yea, it is not my birthday, nor my parents birthday.
It's a day that i met bek my frens. So miss them.
Morning i woke up at 7 coz fei fai asked go basketball in school.
Then when i reached sch, i saw bobo stood outside the sch, then i likely to know what happen edi, sure is bcoz he didnt wear outside clothes. I was right then! Somemore tak boleh play in the sch. Wat the F? Need to apply some more. Tot after renovation can go back and play. Now must apply somemore. Then no choice lo. We changed destination to other places and play.. Wah.. long time didnt exercise edi, lack of stamina.. Haha.. Then after balls, we go had our breakfast..


At night, we all went to KS steamboat, yeah, celebrate both sing kit and burger birthday. The place was a bit hot, and start sweating.. My pants was wet, no bcoz of sweat, is i accidentally kena my mangkuk and drop on my pant. Haiz. Got tom yam smell edi.. Then we chat and chat and play as like a children as usual.. So enjoyed seeing them play. After steamboat, we went to second destination to cut cake, that is sheng's house. It was so funny when kit opened the present, it's SPONGEBOB. haha. the cartoon he disliked. Then we had a cake fight and pillow fight there. Like a small kid. Then tired lu.. Go back home and sleep..



The day just ended like this...





Yiok fei and Yiok Jin biting the plastic paper of the ice cream.

Latest Me...

This is the latest ME!!!!


So self loving arr... Haha...